Poison Is My God (Music & lyrics: Saarinen)

I once had a soul but then I gave it away
To fill the hole inside me, ease the pain
I took the road to hell, it led me astray
Now I am lost, alone, too late to pray

I feel the poison in my veins
as I forget myself and all the pain
I just can't live to see I'm fading away
I know I'm digging my own grave
but I don't mind 'cause it's all the same
Poison is my god and life's a game I can't win

Yet another day, I close my eyes and sigh
 
Hang my head in sorrow
Really can't say why
I just can't find the flame that once burned inside
Lit up my life and made it all worthwhile

I feel the poison in my veins
as I forget myself and all the pain
I just can't live to see I'm fading away
I know I'm digging my own grave
but I don't mind 'cause it's all the same
Poison is my god and life's a game I can't win

I feel the poison in my veins
as I forget myself and all the pain
I just can't live to see I'm fading away
I know I'm digging my own grave
but I don't mind 'cause it's all the same
Poison is my god and life's a game I can't win

I just can't take it anymore
Life's been a bitch and Death's been like a whore
There ain't a thing left in this world to live for
I know I'm digging my own grave
but I don't mind 'cause it's all the same
Poison is my god and life's a game I can't win